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[2/6] thoughts
Sep. 21st, 2020 09:37 am
so many things on my brain right now
as I grow older I just feel more uglier
and i think it doesnt help when me myself just bring myself down
and make myself sad, frustrated and depressed
I wanted to be confident but I always make myself do something more or expect more before being confident
i daydream a lot which also isnt helping.
so many thoughts
and i am getting lost to them.
I wanna be with a guy but I have so many prequisites to myself before actually startingg to date. it isnt helping
naaaaah i am rambling .
so many thoughts
i am starting to drown
