[2/6] thoughts

[chai_pieremae]

so many things on my brain right now
as I grow older I just feel more uglier
and i think it doesnt help when me myself just bring myself down
and make myself sad, frustrated and depressed
I wanted to be confident but I always make myself do something more or expect more before being confident
i daydream a lot which also isnt helping.
so many thoughts
and i am getting lost to them.

I wanna be with a guy but I have so many prequisites to myself before actually startingg to date. it isnt helping
naaaaah i am rambling .
so many thoughts
i am starting to drown