chai_pieremae | [0/9] Zoren

finally decided to give him something

a photo of all the ED and pinoys in it.

a collage of our group photos lately

btw, was thinking mosaic.... been working for it thr last few days but such an epic fail.

so edited a collage instead and chose 5 pictures, bought a pic frame and gave it to him with a letter, a magnet and a guardian angel pin.

made it a group effort but I decided on all of it and made it coming from us instead. was so nervous that day when I gave it to him.

also bought chocolates for him and placed it on his bag.... there has been no comment about it nor a post about. not that I expect though since I put it secretly but perhaps some acknowledgement that he has seen it perhaps????? but naaah, nada, nothing.

but anyway its alright as it my was choice to make it like that and backed out on the letter that I prepared las dec and keep to myself my emotions. so yeahhhhh..... i just dont why maybe there are times I realize his not handsome for me to do that or his not attractive that I lose my "likeness" to him or perhaps still wishin that on the days he has left he can ask me out , hahahahahah... a wish I dont even think is possible at all. naaaahhhh too much wishful thinking. I will just leave those thoughts here and it might just break me.

so, yeah I gave him a leaving do present, idea all came from me but shit I got pissed when I wasnt credited for it at all. like mag comment nman kau guysth na galing kai chai yan dba ???? but naaaah too selfish thinking again. I just maybe wanted to be recognized that i do remember him and ....nope stop!

we are friends and it will remain as it is wlang aminan na magaganap at all though sana meron. but malabo ata. not a priority at all in soending his remaining days. But I am really curios though definitely curious on what he thinks of me, been hearing loads of things but no teaction to him and since I give my two cents about it its obvious what I think about it.

*sighs* thoughts.

anyway photos below of the pictures I made to give to him but the actual gifts I don't have anything at akl forgot to pic since I was in a hurry in doing them.

thats Zoren ... how special of him to be in here looooool